so the ics worker came over to my place and at first she had planned on telling fredrick that he HAD to bring me to the interview, he explained that he didn't think his car was in the condition to take me to the interview (he wasn't sure it'd make it there). then vicki must've called her and told her that she should see what's wrong with my lyft account. so we tried to use the app and it kept telling me that the card i used wasn't valid or something like that- so she called the number on the back of my card to find out if i spent too much money- like fredrick CLAIMED the problem probably was but.. oh! as soon as she found the balance being $5000 some dollars- they realized that wasn't the problem. then she called the bank to ask them about if they knew the problem and they said there was a block on my card and i was supposed to check my text messages to take the block off. so i checked my text messages and the block was off, although that was AFTER i had rescheduled the interview (luckily it was the same day we rescheduled it for), i used the lyft app to get to my interview at the rescheduled time. then i explained to the lady who was interviewing me what the problem with my transportation was and why i had to reschedule the interview. i HOPE she understood- it didn't seem like she held my tardiness against me but i'm not really a wise judge of character. she asked me, "so is there anything else you'd like to tell me?" and i honestly couldn't think of anything i didn't say in the first interview with another lady, so i said, "uh.. nope." then she told me that she'd call me on monday to tell me if i got the job. i'm not sure if i forgot to do or say anything- i feel like i probably did. and usually when you're interviewing, you want to make yourself stand out and be memorable which i'm not sure i did. so i don't really know.. i know i didn't say something wrong like usual but like i said- i don't really remember saying or doing anything prominent that she'd remember me and i also had to reschedule the interview- which could be looked at as "tardy" and she might have thought that there's a possibility that i wouldn't be reliable or dependable for the job because of the issue i had with lyft and i'm not sure if she gave me points for still showing up at the interview even when i had bad transportation. hopefully it shows my persistence.. i don't really know though. the way things usually go for me- i'm not sure i can count on getting employed at this job for sure being realistic though.
i was thinking about exactly why amanda is obviously looking over the time i ALREADY spent at courage kenny- the only thing i can think of is because her sister-in-law probably told her that i had to be a client of courage kenny in order for her to help me get my driver's license again.. this may be realistic to a naive, overconfident person because i must admit- i fell for the SAME damn LIE at LEAST two or three times when i wasted my time there in the past. i EVEN specified getting my driver's license again in my "goals" book that they have you fill out when you're first joining that overrated waste of space. i don't have advocacy to jerk them off, so they felt like they could lie to me over and over and FAIL me every fuckin time i took that damn behind-the-wheel test at that waste of space. "needs more therapy" MY ASS. that's the bullshit they'd comment after every fucking behind-the-wheel test. MORE LIKE "NEEDS ADVOCACY AND PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT HER". i took the damn written knowledge permit test and got my permit and the therapist who usually worked with me in the fitness center asked me surprised how i got my permit and i said, "i went to burnsville city hall and took the written test and passed. it wasn't that hard." then he just said, "oh." when i used to live at the apartment i lived at before this one on marshall ave- THERE WAS A MAN WHO DIDN'T HAVE LEGS THAT HAD HIS LICENSE. james also got his license from courage kenny- however he DIDN'T have to go to that fuckin waste of space, he worked a job during the day.. why did they give him his license you're wondering? HIS PARENTS ACTUALLY CARE about him to advocate for him to be truly successful and able in life. must be nice having a family that ACTUALLY CARES about you. if i see him again, i'll have to ask him how that is.
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